In Notes of Frustration
That place between wanting more and having enough?
When you feel you can’t talk to those whom you feel closest to?
That moment when you feel you’ve had enough. When you feel lied to. When you feel loyalties are skewed and words don’t mean a thing.
When you feel those you want to pay attention, aren’t really listening. When you feel you’re trying everything, but not.
That moment when you know these fights are all your fault, so you don’t have the right to complain. When you push away your friend because they aren’t your friend anymore. When you want him to stay when you know this isn’t healthy either way. When you want everything and nothing at the same time-